Friday, August 22, 2008

Trying to understand

I am having so much trouble getting to sleep right now, so I'll vent my mind and try again. Let's see... So one of those things in life that one will never understand is what someone else is really thinking. You talk to someone, you ask questions, you get answers in return, and then you get a better understanding of them; or so you believe. You can make assumptions, but realistically you could be completely off track.

You feel like saying things in return which you believe is what they may want to hear, things that you yourself want to say; but you know better than that. Logic and past mannerisms take over and you say what would be more appropriate. You get nowhere now and regret making the wrong decision... or did you? This is one thing you will never know. Now it's sitting in the back of your mind and your losing sleep over it. The voice at the back of your head: "Nice work dumbass!"

I'm going to try and get to sleep now.

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